<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/plusone.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d7028053999031257355\x26blogName\x3dShouting+out+my+FEELINGS\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLUE\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttp://shoutingoutmyfeelings.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://shoutingoutmyfeelings.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d6702872541787502640', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Hopefully life gets better.


I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[7:51 AM]


Tuesday, April 12, 2011
What should I do?

My mum is in pain;
My dad is in pain;
We children are in pain;

What should I do to end all this?

HOW???

Somebody tell me!
Somebody SAVE ME PLEASE!!!

I really don't know what to do already...

Cause of money issue and everything has become like this..
WHY? WHY? WHY?


I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[11:21 AM]


Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Finally quitted MOJO!

Its my first week of 'honeymood' period now but i'm still feeling stress and depressed.

Money problems are forever can't be solved. Haiz...Dun even know why my dad is this type of person. I don't even know him anymore.

Friends. I'm trying very hard to make up for you guys.

Haiz. I dunno if you're talking about me , but i feeeeelll sooooo ssaaaaadddd....

It seems like I'm not that important to you already too.. I can feel the gap widening...

But no matter what, you're still my best friend:)

朋友,我相信我们的友谊不会因为不见面而淡化的。


I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[7:49 AM]


Saturday, March 19, 2011
Why does everyone expect me to be their perfect somebody?

I'm not perfect,seriously.

I do cry, I do feel pain.

I have my own problems too.

I shouldn't have treated everybody so well. What do I get at the end of the day?
People get frustrated at me, people say i don't compromise, people say i'm not the serene they know anymore.

Its true, I don't know who I am anymore. Am I that Serene? The forever happy-looking one?

I'm sick of accommodating to everybody's like. Why must I be the one who call or plan anything first? I can't even manage the problems I have in my family.

Everybody's unhappy about me.

This is not what I want too. and I think I'm not longer that important too cause there's somebody else more important at your side. I come to realized I need you guys more that you guys need me.

FAMILY.
What is it? Father, mother, children?
I don't know anymore. I'm sick of all the quarrels, sick of all the lies, sick of all the hypocritical. Who are you exactly? Are you still my dad? Why are you like this?

We feel pain too;
You make us feel that we are just the burden to your life. You almost kill us, omg.
Death is not scary, you are. I'm scared. I don't want you to hurt us.

Too painful, I really hope there'll be someone whom I can rely on when I'm out of breathe. But there ain't somebody. SAD.

I finally quit my job after tolerating almost 1 year. That's something to be happy about. After all this time, I saved none. What's the point of hanging on when I don't see the money coming in? Yeah money, money is FUCKING important.


I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[11:15 PM]


Friday, September 10, 2010
Real life starts after graduate, but its all not true!!!

Why did i let myself go through all this shit again. WHY!?!?!

I'm tired...there's nothing in the world that makes me feel that its good to be alive.

I guess I'm getting kinda weird, I lost interest in the stuff i used to like. I won't even watch one episode of anime nor read even a page of manga. I wonder why too...

Haiz..Feel so lost and no direction in life.

zzz.

Let me have a good sleep first, cause sometimes sleeping helps you escape from the real world.


I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[1:28 PM]


Sunday, April 18, 2010
ARGH! WADEVER IT IS, JUST GIVE ME THE FUCKING MONEY!

THEN I'LL DO WADEVER YOU ALL WANT ME TO DO!

I'm stressed but nobody understands. I look happy but I'm not. And I'm sick of explaining. So Please, I just need you guys to understand. That's all.


I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[9:29 AM]


Saturday, April 3, 2010
It sucks to like someone that you shouldn't like. Can I even like you? It feels like i don't deserve to like you.

















Sometime I wish that I'm not a female.


I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[7:38 AM]


The Girl
Serene
20 with tonnes of problems
1/12/1990
Jurong town primary;huayi sec;NYP-MGBD

LOVES My Family
LOVES My Cousins
LOVES My Friends
LOVES Basketball
LOVES Anime & Comics
LOVES Arcade's Street Basketball
LOVES Food
LOVES to Sing Karaoke
LOVES being lame
LOVES to make people laugh=)
I hope miracles do happen. BUT hahaha..BULLSHIT.

Cravings=)
I just wanna to be happier now.

Linkage
SANDY
ADELENE
CATHI
PRISCILLA
LONE-ANGEL
RINA
ADELENE'S CAKE LAPIS
ERNIE
Jurong Town Primary School
Gossip



3rd party
designer: &pure.love
host: photobucket.com


Suna no Oshiro - Vampire Guilty - Kanon Wakeshima
past
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
February 2008
May 2008
June 2008
September 2008
December 2008
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
September 2010
March 2011
April 2011