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Monday, August 27, 2007
ok, haven't got the chance to blog for these few days because my comp somehow crashed.


Last week was a happy week but for this week,unhappy stuff keep happening...

ok, first, all my friends in SP,NP,RP and even NYP are already on their vacation, and now i'm still rushing for my studio project which is due this fri and it like not even 50 % done...but i admit that i've been too slacky cause i really have no mood to do this project cause i've been troubling about whether to withdraw from school or not...

Then, My classmates, jia en's mum, and zheng hao's grandma passed away...I think its hard for them to concentrate on this project since such a big thing happened. And i hate it when somebody asked whether i'm going to jiaen's mum's wake or not,but deep inside,they don't want me to go. Condolences to jiaen and zhenghao.

Adelene's matter is still not settled yet..and the guy really makes me super angry...i think i shouldn't even help him in the same place...he just took all my help for granted.Only if he could do what he should have done a few weeks ago...Maybe i shouldn't have believe somebody i don't know so well so much. NOw i know that, I SERIOUSLY CANNOT JUDGE A PERSON BY ITS APPERARNCE,NOT EVEN ITS WORDS AND ACTIONS.ALL might just be lies.

Next, my friend i know since primary 4 onwards gave me a call at about 8 yesterday when i was rushing for my project in school. She cried and told me that she felt like withdrawing from the JC she's studying now and re-apply for another school next year. I was quite surprised as she has been trying very hard in this JC..But she say sh'e not doing very well for her previous tests...Her biggest obstacles about the withdrawal its actually her parents.They don't let her withdraw from JC cause they have this mindse that as the youngest child in the family,my friend should follow her elder sibling's footstep to be a university graduates. My friend was really confused about this matter yesterday. She doesn't want to make a wrong choice again. But today,she messaged me and said that she've decided to take her promo exam first before she consider about the withdrawl stuff cause she doesnt want to regret anything.Its good that she got this decision=)JASMINE!!!NO MATTER WHAT DECISION!I'LL SUPPORT YOU!!

ok, I've only THREE more days left to rush for my project and FOUR more days to end my suffering=D

I hope that everything will be fine after this week.

AND AND AND!!! I MISS CATHI THE MEOW!!!!

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A pic we took last week...and there's THE GREEN GANG!!i shall blog about it next time=D


Serene.


I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[6:51 PM]


Monday, August 20, 2007
time now:1.25AM

First, i wanted to say SORRY to my dear Cheow Fern cause i was late for school for 2 hours and i kept her waiting for me to do the project.

Next, i wanted to say SORRY to Han hui, Rachael and Shavien cause i can't join them for Pepper Lunch today.

ok, today, CF and I find it better to work outside the stuffy and cold classroom, so we went to the "so call the open space in our sch" to do project.

We found a bench outside the shelter that's in the "open space" and then we settled down to do our stuff.It kinda warm out there and CF suggested to move the bench into the shelter.But i was lazy to move it cause it's kinda heavy.haha.But then, we still move it in,in the end because it seemed like it was going to rain then.

And by the act of moving the table into the shelter(the distance is quite big!), i can proved that MISS CHEOW FERN IS STRONG!!!MUAHAHAHAHAHA...

Its kinda fun working outside there, cause we get to turn on our music and whenever anyone we know happens to pass by,he or she will wave at us,even from far.haha..

Then, the slack-ers,Rina,Mustapha,Yinwen and Firdaus came(OOPS!).ok, i admit that i'm a slack-er too.haha.

And of course, we SLACKED and also PLAYED..haha...

Miss Cheow Fern found a weird and interesting insect on the ground and we were amazed!Then Firdaus picked the insect up and placed it on the bench and we had this short photo session for this insect!



This insect got a beautiful colour and its skin texture is hard and rough.(said by firdaus who touched it..haha..i don't dare to touch it).

Rina and Mustapha both wore Polo-tee, so they wanted to act nerdy...thus,they buttoned all the way up to the collar and posed "nerdi-ly"...And i suggested them to show their landyards cause i think that's what nerds do(NO OFFENCE=X).


Mustapha and Rina.

And then, Rina wanted to be even more nerdy, so she wore my specs!


But, i find them looking kinda cute instead of nerdy in this picture...haha!

After all these, Rina gotta go home and Mustapha gotta get back to work...so they left us. BUT!we still got yin wen and Firdaus!!!Then, we sang(actually for most of the times, she sang by herself only..haha!)She said she's a malay-wannabe and she wanted to be a nurse...but she has phobia against blood...so its kinda sad for her...Then, i suggested her to apply to be an Air-Stewardess cause she's a cute gal=D

Ok,for firdaus,CF and I saw him for like more than 5 times today when we were sitting down there..then, he joined in the fun.He wore a NUS(National University of Singapore)jacket which has this "RAFFLES" word on it and we were like" how come you are here?This is NYP,not NUS!"...WAHAHAHAAHHAA...

At the end of the day, i realised that we drank alot of packet drinks...and i got three packets!haha!



Oh ya, Rina drew this:



Then,i found these pictures in the leaturer's laptop that my classmates and i took during the first week of school,when i got back to class.We were playing with the effects from the photo booth in the laptop.



From the left: Aiz,Cat, Chun hui and Me!



ok, Chun hui and I were just trying to be funny..hahhahaha..

and then, Chun hui transformed into a ONE-EYED MONSTER!!!



And...This is a picture of the jokers in my class!



XD

If i ever leave, i'll miss all the fun i had in MGBD..and i'll forget all the pains i had in there.

=)

Serene.


I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[9:57 AM]


Sunday, August 19, 2007
August 20, 2007.
Its 2:56AM now.

I suddenly have the urge to withdraw from my current course after i finish this semester.Then,i'll go to work full time and at the same time i'll wait for the DAE registration to open.Then i apply for the courses i want and wait for their reply.If i can't get into any courses i applied,i'll work and then i re-take some of my subjects for O level.

My planning for my future?

or is this Just an URGE?

I don't know.i felt demoralised when i saw a "C" for my third project which is on MTV alternative.I tried so hard and yet i get this kind of result.I've totally no mood to work on my fourth project already.But for Cheow Fern, i'll still do it.

*SIGH*

But that's too many to consider if i want to go into this planning.I've to discuss this with my parents and my course's mentor first,and then i've to check out my chances for the courses i want to apply for the DAE,before i go into this plan.

Troublesome huh?

*SIGN*

Serene.T_T


I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[11:50 AM]


WOAH HOO!!!

TOday's one long and tiring day..

ok, i started working at this particular doughnut shop,Vinco doughnut,at Vivocity, yesterday. I got to know alot of new friends and i came to realise that this is the best job i've worked so far...although i have to stand for like more than 6 hours...(at least i know its WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY BETTER than my previous job...the stupid provision shop)...the staff there are amiable and fun,and the boss is a nice person!She treated us KFC on my first day of work,and i actually got to eat their doughnuts and have their drinks for FREE!!!!haha..

Then,i got 2 new sisters today,one big sister(Da jie) and one younger sister(xiao mei)..Liyan and Chloe!

haha..they are loving people!

But, gals ah!No matter what, PLEASE DON'T HURT YOURSELVES!!!!I'll always lend a listening ear if you gals have any problems..

=)


Chloe(xiao mei),Liyan(Da jie) and me!ok, i find myself looking retarded in this picture.

Chloe is so amazing!she actually ate NINE doughnuts today!




Cute gals?hahahahahaahahhahahahahahahahahaahhaahahhahahahahhahahahahahahhahahaha



ok, tata...

gotta sleep.

nite.

Ps: the time now is actually 2:47am.

Serene>.<


I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[11:15 AM]


Friday, August 17, 2007
ok, first, maybe i should forget about blogging all the happy stuff i did during the last few weeks...cause,they had passed way too long ago. which i think its quite stupid to mention them now.BUt still,i'll be blogging some random ones.SOON.

AND,maybe i should blog more nowadays cause i can access blogger.com in my house's computer!hooray!

hmm....recently i'm rushing for my fourth project(pair work) which is about MTV AIDS,which is to do anything on AIDS.But, i've been quite slacky and i feel this sense of guilt cause my friend has been doing most of the stuff and thinking...

A BIG BIG BIG SORRY TO CHEOW FERN(CF)!!!

Then, as usual,today, i went to school in the morning and did some project stuff with CF.I was quite enthusiastic about it in the morning as we got the concept already but gotta quite moody when it came to the afternoon.CAuse, something happened to my sec school friend which just can't make me stop worrying about her.Then,she asked me out as she had a lot of stuff to tell me.

I knew,she was going to cry hard on me. AND SHE DID, for 2 HOURS.It was about 10pm by the time her tears dried up.

Truth and lies suddenly became so clear that i realised that i might be helping the wrong person...

Today, i realised something. "Never ever judge a book by its cover."

You have to know both sides of the story before u make any judgement.


And I realised something about my classmate,she gives me that hypocrite smile.

ok, that's it for now.

CIAO~






I hope that we can always rememeber those happy days and forget about those unhappy ones.


I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[12:31 PM]


The Girl
Serene
20 with tonnes of problems
1/12/1990
Jurong town primary;huayi sec;NYP-MGBD

LOVES My Family
LOVES My Cousins
LOVES My Friends
LOVES Basketball
LOVES Anime & Comics
LOVES Arcade's Street Basketball
LOVES Food
LOVES to Sing Karaoke
LOVES being lame
LOVES to make people laugh=)
I hope miracles do happen. BUT hahaha..BULLSHIT.

Cravings=)
I just wanna to be happier now.

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