Friday, May 22, 2009
Hello peoples~
I'm back, and back to the tiring life.
Its always like this when the terms starts again. I'm year 3 now, everything seems expected.The hardship, the stress, the lack of sleep. But i still manage to hang on to it.
Its the 4th week now, but seriously, I'm exhausted already. However, this is the last year for my poly life, I'll JIAYOU de! Hopefully i can survive till i graduate.
I spent my first 4 weeks with the FYP first batch and i really had fun. My poly life wasn't as fun as this before. Thanks guys! Now, they are leaving for IAP, seriously, I'LL MISS YOU GUYS MAN!!!
The next batch is coming, and it shall be another beginning.
I just had dinner with Hanhui and Rachael.Finally get to meet Rachael after 5 months,and i realized that she changed. It seems that she became more mature, and more experienced in this industry.Ya and i think this is the purpose of IAP. To train us and be more familiarize with the industry that we are going to in three years time.
Its really nostalgic, when we sit down and eat together.
I'm missing a lot of peoples!
My dear Meow,
Ade,
JASMINE!(WHERE ARE YOU???)
Cherine and many more.
And i'm definitely gonna miss the first batch FYP people, Hui sian, Debbie...
All the best to you guys~ LOVES<3
I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[8:05 AM]
Saturday, May 9, 2009
I have a friend.
She's said that her life is screwed and there's too much stuff to worry about. I told her, "Gal, actually you are considered fortunate, there's a lot more people who are way less fortunate than you in this world. And there's a reason why you are in this state now. Life will eventually be fair."
One day, she suddenly ask me, "Can I just die?"
I was taken aback and realized that how lonely she is.
She's always a very cheerful person to me, she likes to make people laugh and smile.
But now she's seems to be very depressed deep inside.
I wish i could help her, but it seems that i can't do anything to help her.
what should i do?
I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[10:07 AM]
Friday, May 8, 2009
Time flies and i'm in the third year of my poly life.
I've gone through a lot, more than what i have expected. But it seems that all the challenges,obstacles and criticism are never ending. Its the third year now and yet i feel that i'm still like in my first year. I think i can never excel in this F**king course and the reason behind it is that i don't feel like trying hard for it. Am i a failure? I just don't like to do something that i dislike. The reason why I'm STILL in this course is because i want to pursue a diploma and get out of it.
Disappointments, sacarsm, acheivements, should i care?
I've been thinking, i definitely can't survive doing what i don't like for the rest of my life. Its just too meaningless.
I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[10:20 AM]
