Tuesday, July 24, 2007
WOOOT!had my drawing lesson just now.
we were told that we can ANYTHING that express ourself as a teenager..so i drew a cross junction road!!!(but actually i wanted to draw a basketball court because BASKETBALL IS MY LIFE LAH!BUT!there's a lot of people playing there,so i gvae up drawing it=(( ) I was drawing and drinking bubble tea..hahas...then my bubble tea dropped and burst-.-,it attracted a DAMN LOTSA ANTS!SO,i was drawing beside a puddle? of ants...and i dropped my charcoal more then TEN times-.-'''
ok,why i wanna draw a cross road junction to express my teenage life?
cause,my life is like a cross junction road,i need to choose a path,a path that decides my future.But now,I've chosed a wrong path,a path that makes me suffer so much...the pain from the suffering leads me to another cross juntion road. And now,i need to choose another path again,a path that i won't regret,a path that won't lead me to so much sufferings and a path that can make me who i wanna be.
I'm confused about my decision...i'm so dumb!
yes,DUMB!
OK,LET ME TELL U GUYS HOW DUMB I AM.
Before i came into my current course, Motion Graphics and Broadcast Design, i was posted to this course called,digital media,in Singapore poly. But then,i went to apply for the JAE appeal and appealed for my current course.I thought i was sure,so sure that i wanted to go to this course,BUT NOW,I'M SUFFERING A DAMN FUCKING LOT IN THIS COURSE.
SOBX SOBX..
See,i'm so STUPID!!!!
I was ONCE posted to a good course and school, one that's nearer to my house,one that's not that project-based,one that i can be with all my friends...one that i won't suffer so much,at least for the friendship part...*SIGH*
BUT,i DIDN'T CHERISH it,i asked for a transfer,and i ended up in a FUCKING SHITTY COURSE.
DAMN IT.
ok,my drawing...its freaking ugly compared to my classmates' drawing=C
ok,going to have dinner with HAN HUI!
Serene=D
I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[1:42 AM]
[1:42 AM]
Sunday, July 22, 2007
ok,first,I have been blogging about sad stuff and i would like to brighten this blog up a bit...so,i'll be blogging about the fun days soon...
anyway,i'm in the deadly cold class now.
and i'm flabbergasted to find out that somebody is spamming my friend like hell!
WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH THE SPAMMING?
The person who's spamming is saying that my friend is a bitch but the person is simply helping a REAL FUCKING BITCH.or maybe the bitch is herself.
To the FUCKING BITCH:
DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE INNOCENT ENOUGH TO SAY OTHERS A BITCH?
YOU ARE AS DIRTY AS A SHIT.
STOP GOING AROUND HURTING PEOPLE,ESPECIALLY MY FRIENDS.
YOU SIMPLY SUCKS.
ok,gotta have some happy stuff being blogged soon=D
I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[11:58 PM]
[11:58 PM]
Sunday, July 15, 2007
*SOBX*I was damn frustrated and fucked up thurs about watching the movie HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF PHEONIX...
I HAD NOBODY TO ACCOMPANY ME TO WATCH HARRY POTTER!!!
i thought.
1)I asked my fren,adelene,a few weeks ago but she said that she wanna watch it with a guy.
2)my sis decided to watch it on last fri wth my cousin but i can't join them cause i decided to work( but in the end i never cause i was seriously sick)
3)Cathi was watching it with her working friends but she did ask me to come along,but i have to celebrate my dad's bdae last thurs.
4)My fren, Jasmine has no money to watch it.
5)I asked my cousins whether they wan to watch it or not BUT one of them PANGSEH ME AND WATCHED IT WITH HIS CLASSMATES,and just before that day i asked him again whether he wants to watch it or not,then he said,"you think i print money?"(although i know that his joking,but its hurts)THEN HE GETS TO PRINT MONEY WHEN HE'S WATCHING WITH HIS CLASSMATES??and then he said that it was a SUDDEN DECISION by his FEMALE CLASSMATES to watch it cause they mentioned about watching it last time but was NOT CONFIRMED,so he had no choice but to watch it.BUT I'VE ALREADY ASKED HIM SINCE A FEW WEEKS AGO,AND JUST BECAUSE OF A SUDDEN DECISION,HE WENT TO WATCH IT WITH HIS CLASSMATES.WHAT CAN I SAY?
CAN I JUST LOLX AND PRETEND THAT NOTHING HAS HAPPENED?
6)MY CLIQUE IN POLY WENT TO WATCH IT AND THEY DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO ASK ME ALONG EVEN THOUGH I'M JUST SITTING RIGHT BESIDE THEM!!!WTF LOR!they never care about me. *cries*
FULLSTOP.This is the word to our friendship.
SEE?Nobody can accompany me.
So i was damn sad and i did something very wrong.
But,I dun feel like mentioning it.
I'M SORRY TO MY DEAR ADELENE FOR SHOUTING AT HER AND THANKS DAMN ALOT TO HER CAUSE SHE'S WATCHING HARRY POTTER WITH ME(i did mentioned that she wanted to watch it with a guy instead,but she told a white lie cause she wanted to give me a surprise),AND ITS FREE!!!(cause her sis has free tickets!!!)
THANKS ALOT!!!
LOVE YA ALWAYS!MUACKS<333
I'm watching HARRY POTTER TODAY!!!YIPEE!!!
Serene.
I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[11:19 PM]
[11:19 PM]
Sunday, July 8, 2007
WOAH~~~haven been blogging like don't know how many weeks already...cause my house's PC couldn't access blogger.comthat's so stupid
-.-
well,i do have the urge to blog during that time but i just couldn't
-.-
What i really want to scream about:
I WANT TO TRANSFER!!!!!!
I can't stay in this course anymore...there's DAMN LOTS OF reasons...
I'm studying with some insensitive people(a few which i wanna name BUT i dun feel like naming him or her now)and yet they pretend to be nice.Leaving me behind for everything,egs:breaks,school dismissal,movie trips,even after buying dinner(i'll remember that time!)....they just dunno how i feel....do they know that i got sad everytime i see them?and do they know that i feel like crying when i'm sitting in MY OWN classroom beside them???
The tense atmosphere in MY OWN classroom just makes me feel so pressurised.
And i have BIAS and DISCOURAGING leaturers who make me feel so discouraged whenever my concept for my project is rejected...*Sigh*
And,there's a BITCH and a BAPO in my class whom i dun really feel like mentioning them...
then,this sch is so damn far from my house and i have to get up early in the morning and only gets to go home very late when i'm rushing fro projects.....this led to my parents' misunderstanding of me,which is damn frustrating because i've already GOING through so much stress and yet they dun undertstand me..
All the pressure and stress from peers,projects,leaturers and parents really freaked me out...and that's why i came to the conclusion that i want to transfer..
*SIGH*
I'm LEAVING already...
BUT
Will anybody in my class remembers me?
*SIGH*
Now they are like nothing to me,BUT they made me like nth to them first.
I USED TO LOVE THIS COURSE ALOT,BUT U GUYS MADE ME HATE IT SO MUCH NOW.
last thing to give this entry a closure:
Get the code at www.winterrowd.com
BLEAHZ!
Serene.
I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[9:31 PM]
[9:31 PM]