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Monday, September 29, 2008
Life's getting more and more difficult ya?

I'm having my holiday now but i'm not feeling relax at all.Instead,i feel all tense and stressed up,rethinking of whether to quit my course or not.

I'm currently doing my Creative Nonsense project AGAIN and i'm getting all stressed up by it,cause of that YT. He has been changing and changing his own ideas for at least 5 times but he beat around the bush and shoot back at us(my friend and i) that we are the ones who made all this little changes.like WTF? Doing this project is really a TORTURE. NO freedom and lots of restrictions,all set by YT. He didn't even know wad he really wants. He made us animated the clip halfway and asked us to change the words and scene suddenly(but all this that we have done is wad he has approved earlier on)

We were fucking dispirited.

I cried ,a hell lot and long,outside the classroom,somewhere in the open space,somewhere people couldn't find me.

Depressed and lost, but i just want to be alone.





I want to quit,but everybody willl say,its already 1 and a half yrs! ya,i've came so far,yet i want to give up?

I'M LOST.fucking lost...

but one thing for sure, if i have the money, i'll DEFINITELY quit.


but i've already told myself,if i'm to fail this project,i'll quit.


I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[11:37 PM]


The Girl
Serene
20 with tonnes of problems
1/12/1990
Jurong town primary;huayi sec;NYP-MGBD

LOVES My Family
LOVES My Cousins
LOVES My Friends
LOVES Basketball
LOVES Anime & Comics
LOVES Arcade's Street Basketball
LOVES Food
LOVES to Sing Karaoke
LOVES being lame
LOVES to make people laugh=)
I hope miracles do happen. BUT hahaha..BULLSHIT.

Cravings=)
I just wanna to be happier now.

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