NOTHING LASTS FOREVER.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

It was HORRIBLE just now.

I did filming for my project and it ended with anger and frustration.I know its all my fault.i knew.I should have charged the batt the day before and shoot everything yesterday...but i forgot.I'm really very sorry!!!my fren ended up scolded by her parents cause i held her up till midnight since 8pm....haizzz...

BUT, i just wanted everything to be perfect..i dun wanna do a sloppy job AGAIN and make yang tien say that i'm lazy AGAIN,so i kept retaking and retaking the scene...cause they weren't really well taken..but my cousins and friend just got quite fed up...and my parents blamed me for not charging the batt too...my dad just got fed up too cause i wasn't able to help him type his invoice and quotation(which is due tomorrow) cause i was home late.....My friend who was super steady to help me ended up messaging me that she's not going to help me anymore,cause she say i got all the grades i want,but she got all the scoldings...I DUN WANT TO...and i DUN MEAN IT...haizzz...

But i know is all my fault...i should have do wad i suppose to do...then everything can be done smoothly...I'm in the WRONG!!!

I feel like DYING...and I DESERVE to be DEAD....can anybody kill me???

I"M TRULY SORRY TO MY DEAREST FRIEND.

and now,i realised that i still have one scene haven take yet...this is so frustrating, i dunno wad to do now...will she be so steady and help me again if i ask her to?

I DUNNO...but i HOPE SO...

THANKS AND SORRY for taking everybody's time today...especially my ah ma,my cousins and my friend.

I LOVE YOU GUYS.

I have to change,i know.

I hope everything will be fine tomorrow.

I'm a dying zombie now.Sad and Depressed.
Serene.

I hope time can freeze during that moments.
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