Thursday, May 31, 2007
Today,i discovered something...
I went to take After Effects CD from Shawna just now at cityhall.Before that,i was early and everybody have not reached yet.So,i was ALONE.But i actually alighted at bugis instead of cityhall because i was too engrossed with the messaging to my friends and i missed the stop.I find myself kind of stupid...hahz...
I don't know whether its fated or not when i missed the stop,cause bugis was one of the places that me and my secondary school friends hanged around during our secondary school life.While waiting for shawna to reach,i browse around ALONE in Bugis Junction.I spent almost all my money on food cause there's lots of delicacies in bugis.I don't even have enough to spend...hahas...
As i was browsing around,i recalled those days when me and my secondary school friends shopped in bugis.I used to dislike going shopping at bugis because my friends always went there last time and i got sick of it.But now,I suddenly realised that it was a blissing to shop with me friends at bugis last time.Cause,now,i don't even have the time to go shopping...
I was walking ALONE and i discovered that i actually enjoy this feeling...i felt free as i don't have to care about the people around me...
One thing i discovered today is that I actually enjoy the LONELINESS.
I'm a LONELY yet HAPPY zombie.
Serene.
I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[2:37 AM]