Sunday, July 8, 2007
WOAH~~~haven been blogging like don't know how many weeks already...cause my house's PC couldn't access blogger.comthat's so stupid
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well,i do have the urge to blog during that time but i just couldn't
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What i really want to scream about:
I WANT TO TRANSFER!!!!!!
I can't stay in this course anymore...there's DAMN LOTS OF reasons...
I'm studying with some insensitive people(a few which i wanna name BUT i dun feel like naming him or her now)and yet they pretend to be nice.Leaving me behind for everything,egs:breaks,school dismissal,movie trips,even after buying dinner(i'll remember that time!)....they just dunno how i feel....do they know that i got sad everytime i see them?and do they know that i feel like crying when i'm sitting in MY OWN classroom beside them???
The tense atmosphere in MY OWN classroom just makes me feel so pressurised.
And i have BIAS and DISCOURAGING leaturers who make me feel so discouraged whenever my concept for my project is rejected...*Sigh*
And,there's a BITCH and a BAPO in my class whom i dun really feel like mentioning them...
then,this sch is so damn far from my house and i have to get up early in the morning and only gets to go home very late when i'm rushing fro projects.....this led to my parents' misunderstanding of me,which is damn frustrating because i've already GOING through so much stress and yet they dun undertstand me..
All the pressure and stress from peers,projects,leaturers and parents really freaked me out...and that's why i came to the conclusion that i want to transfer..
*SIGH*
I'm LEAVING already...
BUT
Will anybody in my class remembers me?
*SIGH*
Now they are like nothing to me,BUT they made me like nth to them first.
I USED TO LOVE THIS COURSE ALOT,BUT U GUYS MADE ME HATE IT SO MUCH NOW.
last thing to give this entry a closure:
Get the code at www.winterrowd.com
BLEAHZ!
Serene.
I hope time can freeze during that moments.
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