Tuesday, July 24, 2007
WOOOT!had my drawing lesson just now.
we were told that we can ANYTHING that express ourself as a teenager..so i drew a cross junction road!!!(but actually i wanted to draw a basketball court because BASKETBALL IS MY LIFE LAH!BUT!there's a lot of people playing there,so i gvae up drawing it=(( ) I was drawing and drinking bubble tea..hahas...then my bubble tea dropped and burst-.-,it attracted a DAMN LOTSA ANTS!SO,i was drawing beside a puddle? of ants...and i dropped my charcoal more then TEN times-.-'''
ok,why i wanna draw a cross road junction to express my teenage life?
cause,my life is like a cross junction road,i need to choose a path,a path that decides my future.But now,I've chosed a wrong path,a path that makes me suffer so much...the pain from the suffering leads me to another cross juntion road. And now,i need to choose another path again,a path that i won't regret,a path that won't lead me to so much sufferings and a path that can make me who i wanna be.
I'm confused about my decision...i'm so dumb!
yes,DUMB!
OK,LET ME TELL U GUYS HOW DUMB I AM.
Before i came into my current course, Motion Graphics and Broadcast Design, i was posted to this course called,digital media,in Singapore poly. But then,i went to apply for the JAE appeal and appealed for my current course.I thought i was sure,so sure that i wanted to go to this course,BUT NOW,I'M SUFFERING A DAMN FUCKING LOT IN THIS COURSE.
SOBX SOBX..
See,i'm so STUPID!!!!
I was ONCE posted to a good course and school, one that's nearer to my house,one that's not that project-based,one that i can be with all my friends...one that i won't suffer so much,at least for the friendship part...*SIGH*
BUT,i DIDN'T CHERISH it,i asked for a transfer,and i ended up in a FUCKING SHITTY COURSE.
DAMN IT.
ok,my drawing...its freaking ugly compared to my classmates' drawing=C
ok,going to have dinner with HAN HUI!
Serene=D
I hope time can freeze during that moments.
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