Friday, May 8, 2009
Time flies and i'm in the third year of my poly life.
I've gone through a lot, more than what i have expected. But it seems that all the challenges,obstacles and criticism are never ending. Its the third year now and yet i feel that i'm still like in my first year. I think i can never excel in this F**king course and the reason behind it is that i don't feel like trying hard for it. Am i a failure? I just don't like to do something that i dislike. The reason why I'm STILL in this course is because i want to pursue a diploma and get out of it.
Disappointments, sacarsm, acheivements, should i care?
I've been thinking, i definitely can't survive doing what i don't like for the rest of my life. Its just too meaningless.
I hope time can freeze during that moments.
[10:20 AM]